im mentally fucked up. i cant go a day without wanting to give up on everything. truly, i dont know whats gotten into me recently. I cant function. I dont feel good enough for anything. i just want to break down and cry all the time. I almost started crying in front of my friends today. literally. i was sitting on the floor and i had to get up and walk away so i could regain my composure. I dont know where this sudden bit of depression came from, but i know i want it to go away. And i know that its not fair to the people who love me… cause im hurting them.. and i just really dont want them to give up on me. I cant let them… i cant give them a reason to.. im gonna end up alone if i keep going like this.